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Busy busy busyIt has been sooo busy this month. I just finished my 2nd math midterm today. There are not "too much" homework this weekend. So I requested sub for my work, and I am going to Indy to have some fun...But it's been raining : ( I really hope that the outdoor barbeque won't be cancelled...I have been waiting for this opp to get out of this small town for soooo long.
Since I had some time today. I logged on to qq and saw a few photos of my middle school friends back in China. Suddenly I feel I miss them so much..they were so familiar to me. We used to be haningout around all the time. And I feel sad that we don't hangout any longer...The distance, the time difference, the different life experience have been pulling us apart. Farer and farer. I do realize no matter how much I miss them. Time cannot flow back. And they dont't miss me as much, just like I won't just miss them everyday. We each have our new lives now. I tell myself: let go and move on. The moment I chose to come to the U.S., I have chosen to abandon all my past. All the best and worst memories are across the ocean. But there's no way I can pick them back and it's making no sense to miss them.
I am happy to see myself getting stronger and stronger. More adapted to loneliness and I know how to protect myself from being overwhelmed by things that do not belong to my life. Life is short and there's no way I am going to change for others. I am more and more focused and knowing clearly who I am and what I am doing.
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